Rabu, 04 April 2012

The List of My List

1. People who have influenced me

I'm not going to say this person's name but I will tell you why this person influenced me. Just imagine this person's name is Bro. Bro had always been the person I felt closest to. Bro had always been there for me and all I had ever did to Bro is always disappointing. Bro changed my life because all I want to do now is to make Bro proud all the time and make things right for Bro. I hope that Bro will understand that all this time I also cared.

2. Places that make me happy

The place that make me happy is anywhere in the universe where my friends and everybody I care of is there. But sometimes I feel more comfortable being in a less crowded place. A place under a tree near a pond or lake could be it. I would read a book there or sing a song together with some of my friends, share stories and just spend precious time to enjoy every last bit of moment I can have with them.

3.Places I would like to go

Around the world or even around the universe!!It would be exciting to visit different places since I get bored a lot. I need to see new things because from a travel I could gain more knowledge which would help me in the future. I once read a fiction story about an adventuring boy who discovered the possible location of another planet similar to our Earth, but unfortunately, he almost got sucked into a black hole which is between the runway to the planet. Things will get interesting if we can find life in other planets and if possible a planet just like ours', but that doesn't mean that we should leave our Earth, we should fix it.

4. Things in people which I like

I really like when people start talking to me like I am someone they can trust. It feels like being the most important person in the world. What I learned from Mother Theresa is that to be ignored and unloved is a much greater pain than hunger. It is important to have social connections with people around us.

5. Things in people which I dislike

I hate it when people hate me for being myself and try to change me into what they want. It seems unfair to turn people into who they are not. People are unique because they are who the are and no one has the right to purposely make that someone's life a misery.

6. Things that worry me

Growing up. Imagine life is a thick book. It is hard and sad to realize that I am half way to the end of the story. Now I need to worry about my future and who I would be later. As I grow older I missed the times when I can just sit on the swing and laugh with my friends.

7. Things I would like to know how to do
To be a person everyone can count on. It would please me to know that a lot of people depends on me, because I like being someone who can always help in every situation.

8. Things that have inspired me

Having my first dog. It made me finally understand what people meant by man's best friend. I remembered the first time I saw my dog. She was poking her nose through holes in her cardboard box where she was kept. My father persisted on calling her Ollie so that's how she was called until now. got her out of the box and released her into the garden. At first I was afraid of her and kept on running away even though she is just a small dog, but that only made my dog wilder and excited. Things got better until the day my dog bit me. I was reckless as a child and came near my dog when she was eating even though I knew she hated it. I tried snatching one or two dog food from her plate when she growled and bit me. I cried of course, but then I saw my dog suddenly had her tail between her legs. I thought she felt bad, and that is the first time I ever believed that dogs can also feel. She is my friend from childhood 'till now and I understand her better than any one else. Ollie feels human to me because she did once hurt me but also gave me the best memories. So yes, dogs are human's best friend.  

9. Ideas that amaze me

To fly free without any help from human technology and just do it for the feeling of freedom. Leonardo da Vinci once drew structures like gliders. His dream was to fly like the birds which amazed him so much, but instead of using any equipments, I feel that being able to fly without wings is better. Can you imagine escaping the chaos of the world? To just forget about all the burden that's been keeping you down? That is how I picture flying. I've never actually gone near to feel it but there are always ways to try.

10. My personal favorites

Body boarding (you catch a wave and ride in it to the shore)
All kinds of animals (especially dogs, horses, marine mammals)
and especially the orca, or killer whales. They are my favorite animals since the first time I watched the movie "Free Willy".   
Playing the piano and guitar. (music is part of my life and it is impossible to separate it from me)
[ and possibly other instruments I would later want to learn]